For My Husband and The Daddy

Sam, when you have things to do like your work and HOG stuff and traveling away, I will be there watching the kids...y'can count on me...

similarly

when I'm not around and when I have something to do too, I trust you will do your best to watch over the boys also.... :)

YOU CAN DO IT, POPS!!

Any new fathers out there, read this and feel great...

you're not the only one ;)

My Studio Through Kasyfi's Eyes

One of those nights, can't remember when, I had the urge to make more baby cakes quickly.... and my boy Kasyfi just had to tag along with me... he was fine in the beginning and then he got sooo annoying... !!!!

Then he found my camera and started taking pictures. I was already on a roll and just couldn't stop so I told him... "yea ok ok fine.. go take whatever pictures you want... " Normally I would NEVER let him touch my new camera but this time...my mind was somewhere else...

And these are few of the shots he took... I'm kind of lovin' this green ribbon shot he took...hehhe

This is a shot Kasyfi took of a corner of my 'studio' work area....

Another shot of all my ribbons... i was kind of surprised when I saw this one too... not bad... !!

This is his own face.....and my bay window seat in the background...

There's a shot of me in my PJs working on my baby cakes.....

Most of his shots were a blurrr..... but I love it! hhahahha

Who knows... he might grow to be a photographer and then I can start offering packages... makeup with photographer/comedian..... cool..hehehhe

Sunday Morning Angry Bird Bonding

Last Sunday I had to rush to get to a wedding...makeup job! So while I was getting dressed running around I was wondering why everyone was quiet and behaved.... looked over to the bed and there they all were....

With their iPhones... glued!!

Guess it works for Sam... ia apa engaunya...asal kids happy, quiet and not buggin' him...he's fine! But I did think they looked cute together like this... then I had to run.....hehehhehe... brides waiting.....

Another Reminder For My Boys

.....................and a reminder to myself too.. ;)

Little Angel

hehehhe..... this is called playing 'dress up' ...ok...it's perfectly fine...haha.. I bought these fairy wings for my Baby Cakes ( http://baby-cakes-brunei.blogspot.com ) and I just couldn't resist testing them out on Nawi all because he just happened to be hanging out with me...aaawwww...

Bubble Overload

This kid..never trust him... serisously...! He was kicking a fuss this morning not wanting to have his bath and so I whipped out a new bottle of bubbles for him ...which he instantly liked and got up. I told him to use just a bit.... and I went ahead with putting my makeup on.

I was just outside the door, was ablr to hear him playing and having fun and so I thought...good lah...then when I peeked in to see him I saw a mountain of bubbles in the tub...!! He had poured the whole contents of the bottle in there.... OMG!! AAhh..what was I thinking??!?!

The Day Nawi Did A Houdini

Today is July 1st 2011. I feel I have to document this day because it is the first time I have ever felt that I had literally 'lost' one of my sons.

Friday morning, our usual long bath tub day, then breakfast in front of the TV....relaxing stuff, Sam at work.

So the day went along... and Nawi wanted something, can't remember exactly what it was, but i remember telling him NO. And that's when it began..... the attention grabbing cry! It was inconsolable and intentional so I thought...aah.. i'll let him cry it out.

I went over to KASyfi watching tv while Nawi carried on his wailing .... i'm kinda getting immune to it now..yaye! LOL..

anyway.. not too long after sitting down with Kash, Nawi stopped crying. And I thought...'finally!' Peace! A minute later I got up, turned around, walked over to where Nawi was but I was surprised that he wasn't where I left him. The thing about Nawi is that when he's "upset" he goes away and hides. Sometimes we find him hiding in the garden amongst the potted plants! That's how severe it can get for him...it's okay as long as we can find him.

But this time, to my horror, I had no idea where he was.....!!

I searched a bit more, checked his toy room, toy room toilet, kitchen, maids quarters, at the back, front garage, all around the house. No where! Then I got a bit worried... got the maid to help me look upstairs also... She went up and told me he wasn't there. And thats when I got absolutely FREAKED OUT!!! I was yelling and yelling, "Nawi...WHERE ARE YOU?!?!"

The thoughts going through my mind were disturbing... what if he jumped from the balcony! Then I thought..NAH that can't be, I just walked around the whole house...no body! ... :P Then I thought...What if he's hit his head and fainted....but where?!?! Then I thought, what if h

e's been kidnapped?!?! hhmm how...? The gates locked..nobody comes around here....hhmmm...NAAAH... - seriously too much tv for me...damn you 'Lovely Bones'..! But all these thoughts weren't exactly making me feel any better... I was going on over drive searching for him.

I was ready to loose it... we were calling out his name but no response. Then I

checked his toy room again.... And there he was.....Inside his wardrobe sitting with one door open so I could see him.

*deep breath* *SIGH* ....

I went up to him and kneeled down to his level... "Nawi..? What are you doing in here??" He looked at me then just looked down... clearly was not a happy bunny...aaaaawwwww

I was just so relieved to find him....Picked him up ...big hugs n kisses...he was fine after that... Me...masih trauma sikit laaaa...

Then later after this incident I talked to Nawi and said... "Nawi, lain kali kalau Nawi marah jangan Nawi tapuk macam atu ah... Takut mama tadi inda tecari Nawi....okay...?" then he nodded his head..

Belabih...banartah!! I'm now thinking...hhmmm..is he going to be this way when he's a teenager?? Gona be hard to track him down if he has a car .... gota get those micro chip seeking devices implanted into the kids skin!!! seriously....!!

The picture above was taken several weeks before the Houdini day happened. It was while I was teaching my Make-up Class at home. Nawi was being moody about something and his uncle managed to take a shot of him in here. I should have known this is where he could have been hiding again...! This was the exact same face he was giving me when I found him. hehehe